falling apart.

It's all falling apart. Tonight he told me that if I couldn't accept and love him, including his drinking, that I could move out. I told him that if he was serious about that then he should give our tenant notice tomorrow.

Shit shit shit, this is NOT how it is supposed to be. I am so scared and lonely.  I don't know what to think or what to do.

I am sick to my stomach thinking that this was our last holiday as a family.



E and R said...

Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry to read this. I hope things work out for the best. Thinking of you.

Amber said...

I am having my own set of marital problems right now so I empathize a ton with what you're going through. I'm so sorry it's been so tough lately and I hope things get better soon for you.

Augusta said...

It sounds like this is a very difficult turn in an already very difficult time. Remember that this may actually be the start of you feeling better and moving forward in health and wholeness. My thoughts are with you.

AmandaM said...

I am so sorry to read this. Addiction is an ugly beast, I've been there. You are not alone though, there are a lot of us who have been in your shoes. Lean on us. We got you.

Amber said...

I've been thinking of you lately and hope you're doing okay.

Augusta said...

I've been wondering how you're doing, dear Foxy. Things sounded really tough last time you posted. Sending hugs.
A xoxoxo


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