It's all falling apart. Tonight he told me that if I couldn't accept and love him, including his drinking, that I could move out. I told him that if he was serious about that then he should give our tenant notice tomorrow.
Shit shit shit, this is NOT how it is supposed to be. I am so scared and lonely. I don't know what to think or what to do.
I am sick to my stomach thinking that this was our last holiday as a family.
